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Kyle said he wanted to have a party last night and begged me not to tell so I said ok, only if some of my friends can come too. Kyle works at Crate N Barrell so he invited some people from there and also this guy Paul he's kinda going with that works in Illuminations. My best friend Kristin was grounded and couldn't come and Courtney had to babysit so none of my friends came so I was sad, but guess who showed up with his sister who came because she works with Paul at Illuminations? Yep! TREVOR! Paul brought Kyle some cool candels and also one for me. I like him and hope he and Kyle stay together. He also brought some Zimas cuz he's 21. I didn't drink any because I don't ant to get alcoholic but everyone else had some. It was a lot of fun, we watched tv and made fun of the people on it and everyone was laughing and joking around. Trevor talked to me a little bit, but he was kinda shy. Then everyone decides to go swimming so I go upstaris and get my bathing suit and I come downstaris and everyone was skinnydipping! They were all drunk and didn't care, except some of the girls were wearing the guy's t shirts. Trevor, Kyle, Paul and some giggly Crate N Barrell girl are in the hot tub so I get in with them and sit across from Trevor (he kept his underpants on). He smiled and said Hi Truds. The giggly girl got out to get another Zima or pee and Kyle and Paul were making out so I was talking to Trevor. We just talked about school next year and what classes, etc. I got to tease him about Mervyn's the other day and he blushed. He also told me he didn't have a gf I told him I didn't have a bf either. We are such shy dorks! LOL! But I did feel something rub my foot a couple times and I think it was his foot. But I didn't do anyhting back. Then Kyle and Paul start making out big time like they own the hot tub so Trevor and I decide to get out and leave them alone. Trevor was wearing white butt-huggers and they were totally see-through! I was accidently staring and looked down and saw his shorts were see-through and jumped in the pool really quick! So I got in too and said I was sorry about my brother but he said it was ok, that he's cool with gay guys because a lot of his sister's friends are gay cuz she's sorta a faghag. That made me happy because my brother is very important and special to me and if any of my bfs or friends (that's why I don't talk to Caitlin anymore) aren't cool with him then they can't be in my life no matter how much I like them. Then Trevor's sister said they had to go because she had to open the next day. Trevor said goodbye and asked if he could call me and I said ok. Then they left. Everyone else was leaving too and the giggly girl thought it would be funny to hide Kyle and Paul's clothes because they were antisocial all night. I think she's just jealous cuz she has a crush on my brother. So they all hide their clothes and won't let me stop them and evryone goes home. I go inside and start cleaning up the mess. Some fo those Crate N Barrell people are so messy! I'm going to tell Kyle not to invite them over again. Only Paul and Trevor can visit! LOL! So I'm almost finished cleaning and notice its all dark and quiet in the backyard, even the pool light is off and Kyle and Paul have disappeared so I sneak around back and see Kyle and Paul together and it looks like theyre doing it! So I run in the house and turn on all the back porch lights and start laughing so hard I fall down, then they run by me so fast I couldn't tell who was who and up the stairs and I hear Kyle's room door slam shut! Then we all went to sleep - at least I went to sleep! ;-) I got up today at 8:30 and they're still sleeping so I put on my Mom's Celine Dion cd (Kyle HATES Celine) and turn up "My Heart Will Go On" as loud as it will go and dance around the house finishing the cleaning. They sneak up behind me wrestle me down. Kyle got my feet and started dragging me through the house and Paul got me by the shoulders and they carried me outside and started swinging over the pool. They were yelling that I was the Heart of the Ocean and threw me in! Kyle runs in the house, I'm trying to get out of the pool but I'm laughing so hard I cant get out so Paul grabs my hand to help and a I pulled him in too! Then Kyle comes running outside again carrying the cd and throws it like a frisbee into the neighbor's yard and does a cannon ball right in front of me and Paul! Sorry for such a long blog, it was just a fun weekend and I wanted to write about it. Keep your fingers crossed that Trevor calls me! Ciao! |
| Wm. relearning christian stuff May 8, 2006 05:52 PM PDT Don't be afraid of the best way to go, and please don't give up -- not on yourself, especially. Having a boyfriend, yourslef, or your brother having one, isn't so great. It'll leave a person hurt, alone & regretting it, later on. Then, if you get married, what will you tell your kids? -- That you had sex with a guy? How will your kids deal with that? Will they screw around, get aids & you have to watch them die a horrible death? How terrible that would be! Getting naked? -- Not such a big deal, 'cause even God made Adam & Eve naked, right? And your wife, someday: how will she feel? Will it cause her to divorce you, take your kids away & split, leaving you feeling like your heart was ripped out or you wishing you could die? Hey fella,...save yourself some grief and just say no to the gay scene. Besides, you don't really want to grow old, get dumped and have absolutely no-one --- no family to love you, no grandkids, etc.-- do you? Do your best. You can do it, and you can make it through, even if life's already pooped on your parade up til now. Don't quit. Just do what's best, okay? | ||
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